Monday, November 29, 2010

watching things change.

It isn't easy watching change, watching how sometimes it can be bad....... watching how it can overwhelm.......watching it destroy. Yet change is also something can be good.....needed. It's not easy in this life to accept certain things, things you have no control over. I'm praying Yahweh will strengthen me, help me to forgive and let go. Love and love some more. Going beyond myself and reaching out with all I have. Not easy but truly that is what Yahushua did for me, and does for me everyday.

I need Him, I need Yahushua to saturate my life with His love for those around me.


Friday, November 19, 2010

Pear Butter!

So I ventured last night and cut up 14 pears (since we picked them, they are now becoming mushy oshy!). Threw them into the crock pot, added some sugar, spices and lemon juice plus 1/2 cup water and 10 hours later...... Voila: Pear Butter.......... Well it looks more like chunky sauce but oh does it taste good!! I haven't yet put it on toast but soon will come that enjoyable experience! I will say next time less water!! which I may need to make another batch since we still have a good amount left.

(I did get this recipe from a cookbook for apple butter, but I tweaked it by water instead of juice and pears instead of apples!)

My house smells divinely tasty!


Thursday, November 18, 2010

Blessings Served Daily!

I get three helpings of blessings everyday from three very spunky, active little wonders! Each helping has his and her own beautiful gift and talent. Each one delights my being so much. a day does not go by without a laugh or giggle, smile or hug! I am forever learning how blessed I am, everyday! Even in the bad days I hear these little voices needing me, asking me and loving me over everything. I couldn't ask for a more purposeful life in Yahushua! plus I even get to sing to them.... and they sing right along with me! HalleluYAH! Always forever eternally grateful to my Elohim for His blessings poured on this little Family of Five!


Psalm 127

Psa 127:1  If יהוה does not build the house, Its builders have laboured in vain. If יהוה does not guard the city, The watchman has stayed awake in vain.
Psa 127:2  In vain do you rise up early, To sit up late, to eat the bread of toil; So He gives His beloved sleep.
Psa 127:3  Look, children are an inheritance from יהוה, The fruit of the womb is the reward.
Psa 127:4  As arrows in the hand of a mighty man, So are the children of one’s youth.
Psa 127:5  Blessed is the man Who has filled his quiver with them. They are not ashamed, When they speak with their enemies in the gate. 

Wednesday, November 17, 2010


I've been listening to Dave Ramsey here lately, Gabe and I really want to get serious with what we have instead of always coming up short. Money is and has always been an issue, whether we spend to much or we never have enough. I'm learning alot hearing other peoples stories of getting out of debt and finding a new liftstyle they've always wanted by following principals that are rather easy! This goes the same with the word of Yahweh! If we would just set ourselves in the Word, finding the same great peace Yahushua had being the Word, we would live a life Set-Apart and beautiful life. Trusting is not easy, faith is letting go and truly relying on Him. It is hard but the reward in the end is AWESOME!! or should I say YAHsome!

I believe with my WHOLE heart Yahweh is trying to teach his people, especially me! what it is to learn how to take care of the little so that when the big comes you can handle it and be wise stewards of it. The "little" being what we have and the "Big" being what we may someday be blessed with. He is not going to give us anything if we don't know how to take care of what we already have. This goes for everything! I've spent too many year squandering just about everything and not realizing that my choices impacted the rest of the day, weeks, and months and Yes, even years ahead! I am learning, growth is happening! HalleluYAH...Slow as it may be, I'm feeling very excited for what the future holds. Thank you Heavenly Father!


Tuesday, November 16, 2010


I watch her rest.. so much ahead for this little girl. Her eye's are bright and her smile even brighter. She glows and radiants the joy of Yahweh Most High! I am overwhelmed by the beautiful gift I have been given with my precious Daughter.

Born to us September 5th... 8lbs 12oz 21 and 1/2 inches long.....Our lives have been forever changed once again by this miraculous birth. Just like her brothers Lily is another piece to the great plan set before us.

My baby, my sweet Lily. Our blessing from Elohim!!

Monday, November 15, 2010


Hello My love.
where have you been?
I've called your name again and again.
I desire you,
more than just a friend.
My bride I call you,
My love I cloth you.
I sing you a song 
watch you fall asleep
how I've missed you,
dreaming your dreams
I've called you forth
for purpose I know.
Give up those ways
where only dead men go.
I've designed for you
a Set-Apart place.
A plan of peace 
and grace.
follow My ways,
My words,
My life
for it leads not to destruction
but an everlasting place.
I am your Abba
I gave you My Son
Yahushua Messiah,
the Beautiful one.
for you to come 
and feast with Me.
this I did for you My love
this I did for you MY LOVE.


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Beautiful Afternoon.

Our Family from KC came for a few hour visit that blessed Gabe and I so much.... The boys had a blast getting so much attention from their Grandpa & Grandma, Uncle and Aunt! Lily too indulge in some much needed family time. We even got a updated family picture taken once the boys settled down! We love and miss our family from KC.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Favor even in rough times.....


Being all we are to be in Messiah, even in hard times!

My husband encouraged me to listen to this teaching by Alistair Begg.

Called: Making the most of it. (part B)

He was speaking about Joseph, him using his circumstances around as a pro and not a con. He developed himself through what he was facing, Favor was upon him even through the rough times because he choose to run with his obstacles and not give up on the plan Yahweh had for him. 

Making the most of our situations, our rough times, seeing the glass half full not half empty. Seeing the stars and not the darkness! Seeing the opportunity for greatness through our rough drudgery. People will see our Maker if we take what we have and "make the most of it!" Grow and learn in our lives instead of giving up and walking away! We have the ability to be more to those around us. 



I encourage you to listen to this teaching.... truly encourages me to be a light that shines even more so.... even in my trials.